New Year's Eve Poem

I wrote this New Year's Eve with the intention of putting it here. Got a little distracted after the new year. I found it while cleaning up some files today. Not real sure I feel the same way anymore. I miss him more than I thought.

Just got off the phone
Just told him goodbye
Just had to tell him one more time
That I love him

Just repeated his words
Just strained to understand
Just had to hear him tell me again
That he loves me

Just gave him my blessing
Just gave him my promise
Just gave him reassurance
"It's alright"

I had told him my goodbyes to his face
With tears running down mine
I've told him every time I left him
Alone in his bed

I am weak,
As tired as he looks
Wasted each time
He is buried in my imagination

Sleep little one
Let the thoughts settle
The love warm
Your eyes rest